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Numb

Numb

I remember shaking uncontrollably in pain in the darkness of my office one night a few days after I learned my life and marriage had just been flipped. The carpet underneath me felt like needles, and my whole body shook.  I held the phone to my ear and cried in darkness.  It was my Dad on the other end of the phone. 

Today I found myself comparing pain. Pain like I experienced in that moment in the darkness and my sadness that has overcome me in the past week. And realized more than anything I was just feeling shaken and numb.

It's like my body hurt so badly at one point it won't allow me to feel that again.

I realized I now have a place I didn't know existed within myself.

It's a hard place. An empty hole that sucks things in and locks them away and in turn releases anesthetized stillness.

I had to get out today. Feel now.  Just feel.

Let the wind take me and the girls through today and bring us to tomorrow. 

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Salt and the Sea

Salt and the Sea

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